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Thursday, August 02, 2007

hahaha wt eff is up. itll be a while if ever i update this again. hi. bye. yay.


Friday, May 18, 2007

if you ever meet someone you really care about. save sex for having a baby. seriously.
it will FUCK up your relationship.
fuck sex. fuck you. fuck all your bullshit. fuck what we fucking had after fucking! fuck you for being a unfair pussy. fuck you for not taking toby serious that sex ruins everything! fuck the fact that youre fucking fucked and that u need me but u dont! fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK! biggest regret of my life is having sex with you. FUCK IT ALL! FUCK ever being anything more then strangers.


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i'd love to tell you
how i feel
i'd love to know
how you feel
but not anymore
its because i cant
and i dont need to know
my mind's lost in a deep sea of flowers
standing tall
ive lost your smell
i blend in too well
i dont think youll ever find me again
but look and discover, undercover
the sweet gentle smell
its not me
ill be by her side smiling
dying a little inside
you wouldnt know
you wouldnt care
lost out here
now youre found again
my soul withers and dies
breathe me
feel me
we'll never know


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

angels on the sideline
puzzled and amused
why did father give these humans freewill
now theyre all confused

angels on the sideline
baffled and confused
father blessed them all with reason
and this is what they choose

TOOL.


Saturday, April 07, 2007

GRINDHOUSE. pretty sic and funny!

next is:
the simpsons movie
harry potter!
sunshine
28 weeks later
live free or die hard
hostel 2
spiderman3
and others.. yessa.
i wanna get movies from horror fest too. i heard they came out. idk.

oh. and it sucks how unappreciative people have gotten. frick.
frick stupid mean people. :(



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1 - Full Name: andy milonakis [bgabbababa] i mean [hahahahhahha]no it nicole. yea thats it
2 - Nick name: candy andy [hawhaw] nik
3 - birthday: 10/1/89
4 - place of birth: someplace only i know. heheh
5 - zodiac sign: libra
6 - male or female: uhhhhhhhhh female. i dunno.
jsut guessed/ 7 - school: mary hill
8 - occupation: boss of some money rakin company. im rich
9 - residence: my penthouse
10 - screen name: fuckig fuckers have so many. no thats really it. nah nah
Appearance: 11 - hair color: what so you can come rape me
12 - hair length: uhhhhhhhhhh
13 - eye color: pink
14 - height: im sitll growing. idk actually i hope i am
15 - braces: what the fuck would you care. anyways i can write whatever. cause im bored.
16 - glasses: no
17 - piercings: none. =[ i want
18 - tattoos: 2 nah/. someday
19 - righty or lefty: [righty but lefty at the same time] <<--WTF? thats what the last person said who did this survey i stole it from that lame person who gave this lame no sense of an anser
Favorites: 20 - movie: alot
21 - tv show: alot
22 - color: black/green/purple/red
23 - band: a7x and sooooooooo much other bands. hehheh
24 - song: many too much
25 - food: good food
26 - drink: milk/guava juice[my fav] soda. yum
27 - candy: candy mostly sour. candies. goodness
28 - sport: i liek swimming. but i dont do it enuff. and football. fun fun
29 - brand of clothing: i wanna buy from atticus. but cant find. hollister is ok. ae. and whatever
30 - school subject: japanese not.
31 - animal: ferret
32 - book: the kite runner
33 - magazine: hahah girly ones. what gives cool stuff. and band magazines. with bands. so i can expand what i listen to. i'll count every single person i listen to. probably more than 100
Currently: 34 - eating: cookie crisp
35 - drinking: i will drink sprite
36 - online: no one mother fuckers
37 - thinking about: sex. nah actually im thinking of japan. yessssssssssa and music and money. weeeeeeee
38 - wanting to: sleep. and get a boyfriend
39 - watching: nothing
40 - listening to: still frame- trapt
41 - wearing: nothing

Future: 42 - want kids: imma adopt a boy.
43 - get married: yea
44 - careers in mind: so many. i'll pick the ones possible/and ones im capable of
Opposite Sex: 45 - cute or sexy: both
46 - lips or eyes: lips
47 - hugs or kisses: kisses and hugs
48 - short or tall: not shorter then me
49 - romantic or spontaneous: a little of both
50 - fatty or skinny: i know what i want.my last boyfriend was perfect in every way. hottness. i liked him but... he deserves better then me though. you wouldnt get it so dont say anything.
51 - sensitive/loud: both
52 - hook up/relationship: depends/ id hook up with this hottie. but want a relationship. as long as i dont feel guilty, i can go into a real relationship. nvm
53 - sweet or caring: i love both
Have You Ever: 54 - kissed a stranger: no
55 - smoked: no
56 - ran away from home: yes
57 - broken a bone: no
58 - got an xray: no
59 - broke someones heart: i hope not
60 - turned someone down: no
61 - cried when someone died: maybe
62 - cried at school: uhhh

Do You Believe In... 63 - God: yes
64 - miracles: not really. maybe
65 - love at first sight: maybe
66 - ghosts: im convinced at times
67 - aliens: maybe
68 - soul mates: dunno
69 - heaven: yes
70 - hell: yes
71 - kissing on the first date: ooohh id do more than that. ahhaha.
72 - horoscopes: what a coinkidink i can spell how ever the fuck i want